Since reading The Desire Factor book, I’ve been working with a Certified Desire Factor Coach and doing the meditations. I’ve learned new tools to help me to shed the feelings of not deserving or of not being able. I’ve continued to dig deep within my being and within my memories.
There was an important moment during one of the meditations when I had a very clear picture of an event from my very early life when I had an experience that started the belief that I didn’t have the right to my own things, my precious possessions, or whatever I had that brought me joy. I knew that I didn’t have the right to expect that I could have my rights respected.
When I heard this in my memory, it just seemed to really scream at me as the basic cause of the behaviour. When I returned from that meditation, I was overjoyed and felt relief. My life has been feeling so much better in these last few weeks. I’m getting on with my projects, and knowing that the result will be very different going forward. I know that I have rights, that I have smarts, and I know that I can have as much of whatever I want as I want.